i don’t know who i am anymore
turning into someone i don’t even know
i don’t even know

sleeping to dream
tigers come at night
woke up again screaming
i can’t see anything but light
fight my way back out of my head
dead inside
wondering why
slow to cry
fast to resolve a situation
hesitation was a curse
i was embalmed by your blood thirst
you had a lust for rye
rust for life
dust for sighs
blood for knives
faded away into an abyss
burned my eyes
i never knew what to trust except my own plans for life
you can drown in the alcohol
drown in the alcohol
drown in the alcohol
it’s okay
you can drown in the alcohol
drown in the alcohol
drown in the alcohol
it’s okay
you can drown in the alcohol
drown in the alcohol
drown in the alcohol
it’s okay

i don’t know who i am anymore
i been turning into someone that i don’t even know
i don’t know i don’t know
turning into someone that i don’t even know

fact of the matter is nothing makes sense
love the ledge
till you fell off the cliff
it wasn’t any surprise to any of us
we saw it coming but couldn’t make a fuss
how would we bother
how would we manage
wrap my wrists in the bloody bandages
it burns
yeah
i guess it does
who learns?
what?
certainly not us
we
drown in the alcohol
drown in the alcohol
drown in the alcohol
it’s okay
you can drown in the alcohol
drown in the alcohol
drown in the alcohol
it’s okay
you can drown in the alcohol
drown in the alcohol
drown in the alcohol
it’s okay
i don’t know who i am anymore
i’ll forget to blame myself
just pour me a couple more
i’ll forget to blame myself
just pour me a couple more.